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I’ve already changed to onsugar!
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I was really scared yesterday night. It was a sudden feeling and it was fear that I felt. I almost cried and woke my mom up for comfort and assurance. I lie quietly on my bed waiting for the his presence to finally fill the quiet house. I really had the wildest thoughts of why he hadn’t reach home yet. It was later than usual. But as soon as my eyes were about to close for the night, I heard the door and felt like the safest girl in the world before I was brought into my dream.
It only felt right to still be tuck in on a wet Thursday morning but since my Dad is home, its not possible. Apparently, he will use different ways to wake me up then.
I have no plans today which is kind of good since I’ve been out most of the days. Yesterday, I headed down to my class chalet on a late afternoon. Well, just before barbeque starts, we had a movie marathon and watched “Step up 2″ and “Scandal Maker”. I love the movie “Scandal Maker”, a korean comedy that had a cute boy acting in it. Everyone should watch that show, especially you, NAD! Haha. You will really enjoy it and I suggest watching it with family or friends. It will create a much enjoyable atmosphere. Soon after the movie ended, we started the barbeque and the food was really awesome! We were really bloated by the night and soon some of us gathered in the room to watch Singapore Idol followed by another movie. I really had fun yesterday, full of laughter and most importantly food!
Talking about food, I’m really craving for noodles/pasta.
HAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHA!
There is a funny story behind this picture and only we knew about it. And seriously, they were holding back their big laughter out of respect but I couldn’t hold it anymore! Haha, and look look at Syahirul’s face! He is trying hard to hide it! I really love this picture. Hahaha. Couldn’t stop laughing every time I look at it
And Mom, I love you. Haha, really I do.
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“Please, stop animal testing ):
And everyone, please support by not buying animal base products”
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Time past so fast and here we are witnessing the end of Ramadhan and welcoming the month of Syawal. To tell you the truth, I was really disappointed in myself. Many things happened during Ramadhan but the way I handle it wasn’t how I knew I was supposed to overcome the things that I went through. I was too preoccupied with how things should be like and didn’t realised that Allah is bringing me closer to finding back my true self.
I admit, I was really a mess. In silence, I couldn’t control my emotions and really wished it was just a dream. However, everything changed on the eve of Hari Raya. It suddenly struck me, I wasted my chance of getting closer to Allah on the very holy month of Ramadhan. Allah, wanted me to be strong, to have courage to go through everything and most importantly, learning to accept things sincerely. Listening to Takbir on the eve of Hari Raya really brought me to tears. I couldn’t turn back the time anymore. I really wasted my chance.
But now, I’ve learn to accept things as they are. Everything happens for a reason and I know Allah will always give me the strength and courage to overcome anything if I’m willing to try. Right now, I really feel happy in and out. My mind feels so much lighter and I couldn’t be happier to have the opportunity to celebrate Hari Raya with my beloved family by my side.
Insyaallah, everything will be fine.
Selamat Hari Raya ♥
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“I had fallen for a guy I can never have. I know how we felt, but our situation/circumstance makes it difficult for us to be together. This really kill me deep inside. Every night, things seem to be different knowing what I fear most really happened. It wasn’t easy hiding how it really feels inside. The harder I tried, the painful it gets. I’m a mess; I apologize”
